My brutal honesty.
The real me: here goes. I am the most kind, loving, and forgiving person I know. I am also deeply sensitive and very insecure. I love to give attention to people, which can be easily misunderstood. I'm a pain in the ass. The I don't care shit is my protective shell. I care too much inside. I have a great sense of humor and I am very accepting of others. I am likely one of the most easy-going people around, but I over think my own shit and beat myself up a lot. All I want is someone in my life to love me despite my smothery side (and so far I have found that). Give me a break. Coach me lovingly and show me how to love myself enough that I don't drive others away as a means of protecting myself. I am very self aware and recognize that I push people away to avoid being hurt later. I throw myself into everything I do, which is overbearing. I love too much, forgive too easily, and will keep people who hurt me in my life because I'd rather have people hurt me than leave me. I am deeply appreciative of people and things and I like to show it. I am friendly. I love my friends deeply, which is often misread. I am interested in all kinds of things and can have fun anywhere. I am not judgmental. I am accepting of others, despite their quirks. I want that in return, but I can't find it. So there. Me. Complicated. My brutal honesty. My insecurity. Keeping it real. I'll say I dont care, but I do.
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